|2003-08-18 - 11:14 a.m.
where i'm at.
listening to BRMC's awake and TURIN BRAKES' pain killer. rocking out instead of packing. trying to let go of the boy while drama and italian-grade wheels spiral around us. successfully being the change i want to see. dying lingerie red. dying to linger in the blues. sneaking into berkeley hot tubs. climbing cemetary gates, standing on child-size coffins. getting ready for something bigger than...
take the painkiller. cycle on your bicycle. leave all this misery behind. TB