|2004-07-14 - 8:00 a.m.
i'm sad. not sad like bad. sad like rain can be. sad like happy is sometimes. maybe i should re-read all my mid month entries. maybe i'm not sad at all. maybe i'm just hormonal. but i don't think so. because i'm not fragile or vulnerable. and i'm not reactive at all. i'm just peacefully sad. i'm like zen sad.
i think i'm lonely.