.sponsor me.

2004-02-07 - 12:34 p.m.

spaldinggreysylviaplathcynthia. i have misled you with giant canvases. i have seduced you with border-crossing and limitless love. i have advertised profound understanding and compassion. i have spoken of futures and relentless change. i have fooled no one. not even my self. when really, my vision is so small. so small.

today i fall weak with fantasies of suspension. crippled with images of how it will always be. today i am not a believer.

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