i want to tell you all about my adventure. i want to revel in my televised now. i want to think that my own survival and happiness is the most important thing after a lifetime of struggle and suffering. i want the moment to be about me. i want the execution of my lines to be the only execution delivered. but i can't. i read emergency plans of tribes and siblings and i feel further away than i ever thought possible. every day i have ever existed, i have attempted to disarm with love. i will continue to do so.

peace, i mean it.

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