i'm in a very charming stage of my life. i have always understood the subtlety of human behavior. i have needed to for survival. but it seems as though i have become very likable. i'm not talking about self-esteem, although i feel better than i've ever felt in my life. i'm just reading people. looking at situations where i'm comfortable. seeing how comfortable other people become. almost all of my exchanges...new and old...urban and golf club are delightful. my step father, who is a slave to his habits, is actually bummed at the idea that i'm moving out. it's nice. i'm still sad and lonely. but i feel really good. if you knew me, you'd know me.

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