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2003-01-17 - 11:46 p.m.

there are fifteen minutes left on my birthday. it has been a long and delirious day. i went to the hotel suite just now to party with two vey close friends turning 31 and 33. today. with me. right now. and it felt good to be real with everyone. i like who i'm becoming in my old age. i trust that this 30 year old solar is a lot like the solar i want to be. i'm getting there. and the rest of me will let go one day and catch up. but at least she has something to catch up with now.

i love you like a hurricane.

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