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2004-07-27 - 8:10 a.m.
watching dad on drugs. a lot of them. it's phenominal. he has green oxygen tanks at the foot of his bed. he informs me that he must get a pen and paper soon. why, i ask him. so i can write a dialogue for the little green men, he tells me with no tone of sarcasm. so his bithday is thursday and i'm getting him a voice recorder. (woohoo, birthdays in critical care!) he's also begun deep visual and aural hallucinations. he thinks the aural hallucinations are actually special frequencies only he can pick up (havn't we all). so every now and then, he shouts out a random word. and when i say random, i mean..."thimble!" i explained how the sound becomes distorted in the same way the visuals do. that he is extracting patterns. it is the first time ever that he has just responded with "that makes sense." he is incredibly oppositional. four things i look forward to as i enter the best hospital i've ever been in... there's always a phat silver lining on this girl's duster.
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