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2002-12-22 - 11:11 a.m.

it is 11:11 am. i have evicted myself from my water-soaked room and am almost done with packing and destroying. i have thrown away so much. i bought my plane ticket two days ago and i am still in denial. even as i sit in a half-empty house, i do not believe i will be homeless and traveling for the next year or more. china. it is too big to digest. i think right before my valium kicks in on the runway, i will catch up with my own feet and as i melt away into suspended oblivion, i will understand even a fraction of what lay ahead. january 24, 2003.

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