.sponsor me.

2004-05-19 - 3:29 p.m.

i am paralyzed in my mother's house. i am a prisoner of this body and all of it's desires and monstrosities. i am walking along a fine thread like it is the only thing keeping me on this side of acceptance. the minute i am removed from structures i have put in place to keep me ok, i am no longer ok. how awful to have no default of safety. awful like chemo? fuck you.

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